Here I am, with 4 weeks left to go on bedrest! I am excited to meet this little girl who does aerobics inside of me. Curious to see if she will be full so much energy once she's out here! Is she going to be wild and crazy, or calm and cool? My guess just based off of her personality shown in the womb is that she will be WILD & CRAZY....kind of like her mommy :)
Things have certainly gotten better these last 3 weeks. Sasha actually looks forward to going and spending time with kids her age, and doing things outside and learning new things! However, I've noticed sometimes she still hates to leave me, which I honestly believe is because she feels bad about leaving me home alone. How can a 3 1/2 year old feel this way?? She is so amazing, and I look at her and realize that Jimmy and I created such an amazing little human being. This next one might be our 'red headed child', but I know she too will be just as amazing.
In these last 3 weeks, I think I've come to the realization that this could have happened to me on purpose. It has forced me to slow down and take a break. Sasha and I needed the seperation to start appreciating eachother more. The time we have in the morning before she leaves, and the time we have together when she gets back is appreciated so much more! I've learned a lot just by laying in this bed, and have really started appreciating my friends so much more. They are amazing and I am sad to leave them to move to DC.
The only thing I regret, is Jimmy having to carry all the weight of everything around here. We try to spend as much cuddle time as we can together at night, but there's always something to be done when planning a move and taking care of a 3 yr old and a 30 yr old!!! We will get through this though, and I have a whole new level of respect for my husband. He has been amazing and I couldn't have asked for a better partner in life.
Here is a little video someone shared with me, and it had me laughing SO HARD! Basically explains how pregnancy feels exactly! Enjoy!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=THAaNPIxEek&feature=share
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